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posted : Sunday, March 6, 2011
title : half-dead.
Im really really tired. Two more weeks of sufferings as a full-timer. The mgt only let me convert to part-time in early april. Oh my. Seriously, I got no life. Many are quitting soon since they are having mass recruitment. Im not surprise if one day I die due to over-work.
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posted : Friday, February 25, 2011
title : holiday for me please!

Im so gonna take a break just before poly starts. Hopefully the plan to go batam with sister and cousins wont fail. Arghhhh! There goes my pay. :( and in june, aunts and uncles plan to go Thailand for a week. Told them that I wanna follow. But I think the date is like just bfore my school holiday, I guess. And one more thing, like that I need to save up by spending wisely. Ok, thats a lil impossible lah! And somemore lesser pay in future since im converting to part-time soon. Sad or whaaaat?! Arghhhh! Stress. Dont want to go school can? :( seriously, not looking forward for it. Really.
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posted :
title : granny, I love you.

Get well soon okay granny?
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posted : Monday, February 21, 2011
title : fear of the future



when i think about my future, im just so scared that it wont turn out how i expect it to be. but whatever it is, I believe that His plans are the best for me.
anw, poly gonna start quite soon. im seriously not looking forward for poly. its not due to any personal reasons or what, but really, i feel like sitting at home. maybe its because ive not been schooling for the last few months, thats why i got no more interest in studying. well, i just hope this mindset of mine will change. im so gonna take a long break before poly start to prepare myself for everything. gonna try part-time for a month when school starts. hopefully, im able to cope with it. if not, i shall say goodbye to uniqlo then.
and adult fare, you're such a killer.

posted : Saturday, January 29, 2011
title : because - jessica mauboy



It's all because,
I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, I knew inside,
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,

It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without you, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because (you thought I'd be in pieces), because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya

You gave me, just one thing, but taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I'd still give you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed too long, that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,

I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you

posted : Wednesday, January 26, 2011
title : my world is spinning too fast.

o level results and posting of school, all over already. glad that i make my parents, aunties, uncles, granny, cousins and friends happy with my results. whether i deserve the results that i get or not, i should be grateful. its already fated to be that way. and so up next, a new life in the polytechnic. yes, i will be meeting new friends there. but no, im not gonna forget my secondary school friends. they are the ones who have lighten up my life for the past five years. even though we're not posted to the same school, we will still meet okay sunshines? im so looking forward to meet you guys in future at the new causeway point. i truly know that each and everyone of us will be busy with our own tight schedule by then. but i also believe that we can always find time. if theres a will, theres a way.

dearest sunshines and moonlights, next, USS okay?

(: alright, till then.

posted : Monday, January 3, 2011
title : hello future, goodbye past
may 2011 will be a better year than 2010. dear 2011, please be good to me alright? 2010 has been hard on me. but thanks to the sweet memories that makes 2010 a lil bit good. whats to come, i seriously got no idea. as usual, im gonna pray for the best and be prepared for the worse. afterall, everything happens for a reason.

have a good year ahead everyone :)

posted :
title : elliot yamin - you say

Maybe it was wrong to say
Nothing as you walked away
Baby I know you´ve been confused
Telling me that it´s too late
I thought you say goodbye for good
But you´re still here with me
How we get so miss understood

Cause you say (you say)
You ain´t got time for me
Actions speak loud of your words ??
You try to say you´ve rather be
All by yourself
Oohh but I can see the way
The way you look at me
And baby I don´t believe (believe what you say)
You say oohhh

You know that it´s cool to look
Look the way you do tonight
Girl you know I´m on to you ??
Cause something just don´t add of right (no)
I thought you said you felt unsure ??
Oohh but hearts don´t lie
Cause now you´re back at my front door
Oohhhh

Cause you say (you say)
You ain´t got time for me
Actions speak loud of your words
You try to say you´ve rather be
All by yourself
Oohh but I can see the way
The way you look at me
And baby I don´t believe believe what you say
You say oohhh

You thought I didn´t care
I thought you wouldn´t stay
I hope we can go furth from on this day ??
Let start over again we don´t have to pretend
That it´s over it´s over

Cause you say (you say)
You ain´t got time for me
Actions speak loud of your words
You try to say you´ve rather be
All by yourself
Oohh but I can see the way
The way you look at me
And baby I don´t believe believe what you say
You say oohhh

Maybe I was wrong to say
Nothing as you walked away...


posted : Monday, December 27, 2010
title : she's back. hohoho!


sending her off, and then went to work straight away. oh my, sweet or what your little sister?! (of course :D). well, its already fated that i send her off and fetch her. God really wants me to do that. really. i was in the afternn shift on the day she's departing, and its my off day when she arrived singapore, on the eve of christmas.
"Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Lebih Mengetahui."

it seems like she really enjoyed herself there. free from stress. well, seriously, jealous. thats the word. 'cos everyone has gone for some holiday trip and im the only one has got no life, working almost everyday, full shift, as if im a workaholic. :( insyaAllah, next year i will go. anyone wanna join?

oh hey guys! look at this! the orang utans playing the drum and the guitar. this is cute! like seriously.

pay day, pay day. come here fast. i really need you.