


and so, just came back from evening academy. to be exact, from mcD. had frappe. shared with my INSEPARABLE partner. evening academy was quite fun. well, learnt something. get to break fast with my E.A girls. (evening academy). sadly, soleha wasnt with us just now. if not, it would be merrier right? :(
and hey! i failed my POA prelim. and seriously, i thought that i got a single digit for that ugly paper. but it turned out to be a double digit. that 1% luck helped me a lot though i still fail. great, only two passes in the class and the highest marks was 58. and i got 43. okaylah. but seriously, that paper really kills most of us. even the sec 4 express classes didnt do well. almost 70% of the total sec 4s and 5s failed that paper and teacher still can blame the students for that ugly marks they got. great eh. isnt it obvious that the paper was such a killer to all of us? that is so not o level standard. gaaaaaaaaahhhhh!
no more tears in the eyes.
no more being nice to enemies.
the girl who used to be calm in every situation has extinct.
never trust guys bcause guys are just dumba** right?
how i wish i know silat and able to apply it on those who deserve it.
i know i've changed.
i myself realised it.
but i still know how to control myself.
can i just stop here and dont go any further?
hopefully.
i just want to be myself.
one thing to note : never hurt those who dont deserve it.
im still a human and im never perfect. not even close to being perfect. :)