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posted : Friday, November 5, 2010
title : your stories & your songs
dear diary, i know you havent miss me. im here doesnt mean i miss you, you know. im just too bored right now. seriously bored. and you're the only one that is very faithful to me. im so sorry for using you. but fb and twitter is my priority. im using you. lol! im joking! i love you blogger just that i dont show it. to prove it to you, only you know the story of my life in detailed. :)

im so glad and felt so much relieved that we know the truth already. didnt know that a misunderstanding really makes a world go upside down. till now, my eyes are still swollen. crying for 2-3 hours straight listening to stories. at some parts, its so ouch. but i know im in the wrong and i have to accept and agree to what she said. dear friend, i know im not a good friend that you can rely on, but im gonna make it up to you and will always pray for your happiness. im gonna try my best to be by your side when you need me. whatever it is, its over already and i wanted to say sorry to those i've hurt with or without me knowing it. im sorry. i also wanna take this opportunity to thank her for making me realize what true friendship actually means.

and so, had a long chat with bestfriend just now. seriously, i really like it when he strum the guitar. in that few hours, i also dont know how many song he sang to himself. a burger king treat for 2 songs is quite worth it hah? lol. i must say that your voice is nice and when you sang it with your guitar.. especially the letters to you song, ahhh.. *melts*. thats what you said earlier. you dont wanna sing because later i will melt. but i said "yeah right.". one word to describe you my dear bestfriend - nonsense. :D but you never fail to make me laugh with all you craps and stupid lame jokes. hahaha! but dont forget, your promise.. dec 8th aye. promises are not meant to be broken. who ask you to promise? haha. no promise, no regrets you know. & you know what, me sing a song for you? for countdown 2011 somemore? no way. heh. i never promise you a thing you know. how reliable are you when you said that its the first time you sang for a girl apart from your mom and your sis. i think its reliable to a very small extent. :P
im waiting aye bestfriend.
but im not hoping much.
thats it.

and one last thing diary, im left with 2 more papers and im done with the big Os.
after that can paaarrrtttaaayyyeee!
a night to remember is on the way alr.

alrighties.
till then diary.
love you.